Erica: Oh my god... Are you okay?
Me: ::shakes head no::
Erica: ::hugs Brian::
We decided to go to St. Joe's. We got there at about 7:30. Erica gave me like the biggest hug in the world. She obviously felt really bad for me. I began to cry.
Erica: You really liked her...
Me: ::shakes head yes::
Erica: Did you love her?
Me: Of course I did. I still do.... And I will never be the same.
I cried for about a half hour. I walked Erica home, still crying. She told that I will feel better. I said, "I highly doubt that." and walked away, now crying heavier. I walked around mindlessly for an hour and a half.
I guess you don't realize how much someone TRULY means to you until they're gone. If this is how I feel about her, then....
Why did things go wrong?